Are we hungry yet?
I ask this because we share in a new experience, seeing the worship service and following meal as a single expression of our being Christ’s church in this city today.
Some eat a cooked breakfast of sausages and bacon and eggs and beans and mushrooms and potato pancakes and … I think that’s enough of that.
Are we hungry yet?
I love food but I think I love it most of all when I get to share it with others. I guess I am seeing more and more how I need to receive mealtimes as a wonderfully necessary interruption to the other activities of a day – though I have to confess that often I have much to still learn, as I stuff mouthfuls of food, trying not to leave crumbs that will drop into the computer or to be squashed between the pages of my books.
At the moment, my end-of-the-day easy reading is John Grisham's Playing for Pizza, set in
Some reading I had wanted to weave through the holiday was Luke's Gospel. Something I read in N T Wright's The Challenge of Jesus prompted me to do this. Just before my holiday began, I read his suggestion that there are eight meals in Luke - so I thought I'd see if I could identify which they are. I won’t list them all for you now – they can be found in some reflections I have put on my blog, but one we have already heard and I will mention another in a moment or two, (http://geoffreybaines.blogspot.com/).
John and I have met a couple of times in order to prepare together for this day. He was my host at … the Scotch Malt Whisky Society … and whilst John had coffee and I had water, he had a wonderful sandwich ready for me. So, in a meal together, this service began. John had brought along the Gospel reading for today, from John’s Gospel, the post-resurrection-passage in which Jesus prepares breakfast for the disciples, who are fishing.
We talked together about the significance of meals in the scriptures, and therefore felt something of how important our meal is today for our future life. So, after I’d enjoyed my brie, red onion, and salad sandwich, and my mobile phone had gone off much to the chagrin of the barman who gave us a dark look, we parted to set on our exploration for today.
And here are some of the discoveries about why sharing meals are big in the Gospels. The reason for their significance comes into sharper view when we follow Tom Wright's argument that Jesus replaced the position of the temple in the life of Israel with a meal, his 'own alternative symbol, the kingdom-feast, the new exodus feast,' and that 'Those who shared the meal with him were the people of the renewed covenant, [...] Grouped around him, they constituted the true eschatological Israel.'
This is why I have hinted that the worship service we’re involved in today may be the beginning of something new for us, not because we’re having a meal – we’ve done that before – but because it is more than a meal, it’s a picture of who we might be and what we might do – because these are really two things even as they are one.
I want to suggest that the meal we are going to share in today is lunch, but is lunch in more ways than one, and here is why.
Firstly, you need to know that running through all my thinking about meals is an icon alternatively titled The Hospitality of Abraham and The Trinity, by Andrei Rublev – you have it on one of your sheets this morning. This icon has become very special to me in the seven or eight years since I was introduced to it, representing as it does, the three travellers received as guests by Abram and Sarai in Genesis 18, traditionally thought to be God visiting this elderly couple.
Whenever I look at this image I am reminded of how God is always welcoming me to his table in order to spend some time with him - to be with him.
Notice the space at the table in the foreground. That's my place, and that's your place too. Recently, I have been thinking of it as my “breakfast-table,” the place I sit at the beginning of my day. This first "table of God" in a day is, for me, a personal one.
The second "table of God" I am increasingly aware of needing to come to is a communal table: when I meet with others of God's people, when we enjoy God together and we enjoy one another. I think often the truth is we do not find this as enjoyable as it might be, and we must admit that we have much to learn about coming to God’s table of community.
Of course, this table will find many expressions, as we learn to live more freely in the creativity God has gifted us. This table will be found in homes and places of retreat, in numbers of people we used to call “bands” and “classes” but we also know that one of the important places is when we all gather together. And we will be amazed at the recipes that will be shared and the menus we enjoy together.
I don't know about you but I was very much brought up with the idea that it’s important to have "three square meals" a day: breakfast, lunch, and dinner (or, breakfast, dinner, and tea, if you come from
Now, when a meal is not food but is a picture, or a metaphor, or an icon - a gateway to some greater reality - then we begin to see how so many people skip the meals they are invited to share at the table of God.
Jesus ate at these three tables - Henri Nouwen noticed how Jesus lived his life with a rhythm, or cycle, of solitude and community and and ministry - there is the "breakfast" of personal time with God, there is the "lunchtime" of time together in community with God and one-another … and, there is the "dinnertime" of missional tables with God and the world he loves, something we can see in another of the meals Luke includes, about how the banquet house of God needs to be full (Luke 14:23).
The older I get the more I know that I can't skip any of these meals: how I need the personal time; how I need the time with others in purposeful community; and, how I need to come to the missional table of God, if I am to live life with God - if I am to live the life that is God.
These kingdom meals open a larger and more beautiful world to us, and so very crucially, to others, who discover how we are learning to prepare far more exciting meals than the “meat and two veg” we have got into the the rut of serving.
As I reflect on the icon and on the meals Luke wrote about, I became aware of the disruption. Although Abraham welcomes the three strangers, it is the strangers who become the host in Rublev's icon. Is this artistic licence on the part of Rublev, or did he see something more, perhaps how in Luke's meals Jesus is the guest invited to the table who then becomes the host, most strikingly in the eighth meal, in Emmaus.
More disruptive still is the meal at Simon the Pharisee's home - I think of our three meals we would call this dinner – a missional meal - where it is the woman who gatecrashes the meal, who, perhaps unknowingly, becomes the host - until Jesus points out that this is exactly what she is doing.
I wonder if this is as disturbing to you as it is disturbing to me: What kind of
Do we dare welcome strangers and then invite these strangers to become our hosts?
Surely it's our church?
Doesn't it take many years to "get our feet under the table" - before something like this can happen?
The truth is that the meal stories are highly subversive. Jesus appears to have little problem incorporating some of the most significant and disturbing kingdom business in a meal, including the mystery and glory poured into the Passover meal: sacrifice and death served up with the different courses.
Whenever God's people come together, there is a choice: we can eat some food together because it's expedient to do so, or we can come to the table of God and enter into the mystery - where the lonely share a meal with others, where hurts are laid down and healing is found, where empty people are filled to bursting point, and where joyless people find laughter, and above all, were love is spread thickly and freely by the stranger-God who is the host of the feast of life in all its fullness.
Some of these future meals will be community meals, and some will be missional meals. And again to say, these will be creative meals in different places and all kinds of menus but they will be beautiful things, expressions of loving God and loving people.
Are we hungry yet?
Brian McLaren shares this thought: 'I think this is what happens to all of us when we feel a pull toward God. Not many of us, I think, feel really excited about attending church or singing religious songs or stopping snarky comments or disciplining ourselves to pray. What we feel is that some music is missing from our lives, and we need it; we can't be fully ourselves as we hope to be without it,' (Finding Our Way Again).
Do we hear the music? - are we hungry yet? Perhaps they are one and the same thing. It's not church we want, it is to be fed at the table of God, an open table, of love and forgiveness and wholeness and purpose.
How do we become this kind of "church"? Now, that's a really good, a really exciting, question.



